possible things

ever felt like this?
against a wall,
looking out, wide-eyed,
and wondering what's next?
i have always thought of myself
as someone who faces things straight on.
challenge up? no problem.
hardship? sure, bring it on.
lately however,
i have been feeling a tad discouraged.
maybe it's just that i had never
been without a clear perspective
for a job, a future, a life.
i always had something in sight.
this time however,
there is only uncertainty.
i mean, i believe - no, i know -
that i will get a job.
but as of right now,
i don't know when, where, or in what.
i have been sitting by that wall,
wide-eyed,
looking around for any movement,
any sign that something will happen.
it's not a bad thing.
it's just... different.
i haven't stopped believing,
i am just wondering
when it will all come together...
when it will be certain.



















